MishMath

Our Wedding Rings

Five

A Time For Reflection

As the fifth anniversary of my wife's death looms, surely I must have learned something.

Sky Blue Trailhead

You Can't Go Back

Well, You Can… But It Won't Be What You Expect

I touched on this in Goodbye, Dad, but I wanted that one to be mostly about him, so I didn't talk about the rest of my trip, which was all about my wife. It's time.

The Old Man

Goodbye, Dad

Requiem For A Heavyweight

After everything I've been through, I needed to make sure that The Old Man's death didn't become just an afterthought (and even then, it almost did).

My Luck Has Run Out

Countdown

A Retrospective

I told the story of my wife's death once, but in a mostly big-picture sense. Now my compulsion to write has me scrutinizing the details—augmenting my fickle memory with texts, emails, and medical records.

Bald Rock

Farewell

A Final Letter To My Wife

After more than two years navigating the aftermath of my wife's death, I think I found the answer. The obvious next step, for me, was to tell her all about it. This may be hard to read, especially if you have suffered a significant loss of your own.

Kauai Sunset

In Sickness And In Death

Four Months Of Living With Dying

Two cancers, plus a brain disease—the whole story would take too long. So I'll (mostly) skip to the end.